hmm posted so many thing yesterday... then what about today?? hahaz lets see then--->

haiz today wake up late 550 then wake up mayb too tire bah and plus sick..after prepare hao to go school is about 650++ le then dad bring me and bro to school.. then remember forgot bring spec

after reach school eye sight blurblur cannot see clearly lolx..then while walking to canteen joel tap on my back haha then ask him help me see where yihong hahaz lolx..

morning assembly reading story book thought today wont check shoe and sock then me never where school sock lolx..hmmm then need stand up hong also..then mrs leong copy name then can sit down le anyway for the whole assembly eye pain until got tear..hmmm very tire also..

then is art class feel like sleeping..ms jey talk to me reply until very soft lolx...err never mind anyway today we did logo drawing...

then is math vision blurblur cannot see what he writing then for the whole math lesson fa dai hmm gonna ask wj to teach me math le [HEY!!! WJ IF YOU GOT READ MY POST REMEMBER TO TEACH ME HORX =P]erm can ask pris also hahaz...

after math is chinese..haiz as ususl very noisy...how to study?? haiz...sad for chen lao shi..she so good and we everytime made her angry..

erm then is recess time... go canteen bringing bag along as later will be the chinese celebration program..sit there fa dai look at hong eat then go up hall me sit at the front then hong behind ping beside hahaz so good then looking around searching for people who got extra spec unfortunately dun have lol..then never mind lo try to see the performance...bla bla bla perfromance end lolx..

then go home hahaz i so guai... use comp a while then fell a sleep lolx..then wake up off comp go lie on bed sleep..until 3++ lolx... wake up on comp again..use then blablabla heehs then ling ask me want pei her go mac eat err then i said ok lor then meet her at the err...err... never mind meet her at one block lolx..then asked her to bring spec for me haha... atleast can see abit... but then her spec degree higher then mind i wear liao abit dizzy lolx.. then take out if got need then wear...erm pei her go mac she order take away de then she can walk and eat while we go 409 cause i want buy shoe she also... after reach then shoe shop ehh anyway i got buy one pair of shoe for $$10 then ling go look for her school shoe got what she want but then abit dirty then never buy then we go home...hahaz need return her spec lolx..as we walk diffrent way... hahaz then saw hassinah said hiiex then buaiix lolx.. while walking back home start to rain abit le... then scare got thunder lol i was like holding my bag until so tight hahaz...dont worry i never spoil my bag lolx.. err dont think anybody worry also hahaz type for fun...then reach home ehh nothing actually happen le only that cannot watch the program me wanna watch cause grand want watch the othe channel hahaz no choice..

as for the question me yesterday ask in the post...still no answer yet..haiz..why am i actually creating problem for myself when there is none of my business?? i know why..[CAUSE I wanna CARE] but dont know how to so all i can do is.. hate myself...
i juz always got that feeling that she hate me and i keep thinking she hate me... she is angry just that she dont wanna tell me...why??whenever i got that feeling i wouldn't dare to talk to her when she hate me and i will hate myself..
afraid...what am i actually afraid of?? what?? haiz... lalala never mind kkz end here^^ haha i will still smile and laugh it's a real smile and laugh...